let the fleeting melody carried my heart away in the ephemeral dream world that might be shattered any moments just by any tiniest vibrant
run and hide is an easy task anyone can opt to but one cannot keeps on running and hiding whenever the harsh reality greets them
wake up little silly me dreams are not shelter for your soul
wake up the pain already etched deeply your heart is still trembling from the memories but dreams lead you nowhere and the pain wont just vanish ... remains at the bottom of your soul
open your eyes brilliant sunshine wont hurt you dear
open your heart the vast blue sky gently embraces you and the fresh wind would ease your wound ends your endless silly circle
dear little silly just wake up it's already this late.
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@multimedia NUS central library spacing out in the middle of NM readings =.= sucks
Gazing at the passing of the clouds That continues on far into the distance I whistle Not able to cry in front of you
I can't say the words "Stay with me forever"
Oh, my overflowing love I try to make my sad feelings Disappear into the sky So that they'll go unnoticed And I See you off With my best smile That seems to make you feel relieved Goodbye, and thank you
I wonder What our respective futures will be like? I think about those sorts of things As I'm waiting for the twilight
I want to believe That we'll meet again one day, but ...
Oh, my trembling love A sad goodbye was Already close at hand From the day that we met Me being able to be here with you And us understanding each other Has made me happy And scared me
I can't tell This kind of a secret to anyone It's shut away in my heart I want to foster it
Oh, my love, oh, unbearable feelings This is my first time Loving a person this much, since I was born Even now I feel the illusion in my heart That you will always be here
Oh, my love Oh, red sky At last the clouds part And are enveloped by the twilight Tomorrow Will come again, but A city without you Is one that's a little vast for me "I want to see you again"
----------------------- shit! this song fits me damn well =.= wth
have i always been haunted by the past...
more than 3 yrs...
damn i had those ...should i say dreams or nightmares? @_@ maybe just bad dreams
and all of those feelings I've been always trying desperately to suppress deep down inside were all welling up uncontrollably and freely explode ...
since it's only in my dream... i guess it's ok
it's just that i never imagine they're still lingering around... and come back to etch the pain deeper and deeper ...
why? do i deserve to bear this wound this long?
i've tried my best..not to leave any trace of contact
i even tried to make myself despise of u
make me vanish from your life
i've tried hard to completely get you out of my mind... darn those memories that i once tried to capture wholly and treasure so dearly
whenever i thought that i'm so over you, they would just make their return and stab my heart over and over again
