pride...

Tsuioku no mori no sasagu by Miki Shinichiro (Minamoto no Yorhihisa)

Dare yori mo hokoritakaki waga tomo ni sasagu Hitasura ni omae dake o mezashita hibi o	I who am prouder than anyone else offer up to you The days when I focused intently On you alone
Unmei no itazura ka shukumei na no ka Soushitsu wa sora no gotoku hatenaku aoi kizuato yo	Is it a trick of fate, or is it destiny? This loss is like the sky, an endless blue scar
Kanashimi no sutebasho nado Watashi ni wa doko ni mo nai no da michibikare koko made kita yasashisa ga itai	There is no room for sadness Anywhere in me The kindness that has led me this far Is painful

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huh
it's so reminiscent of how i used to be
somehow this wound turns me into sarcastic fandom