Japan, miss and...

oh can say that i'm too excited just by the that very very simple and normal sentence...
at least not that insignificant haha
although for sure, it's just being polite :D
thanks for lighting up my day
what to do with my dream... what will happen i still dont know
but for sure i wont let it go
should not be able to i think
....

just that I miss Japan and AKita
i miss all the cold night with hanabi
miss the momo beer we used to have with the snacks and how we called it party
miss the bell ringing every morning for breakfast
miss the night library visit we always made for the sake of seeing someone
miss the route passing by someone's room and secretly peeking through the window
...so silly yet so cute haha
in short, i just miss everything...that time, that place
and all the things we did together
until when...?
or just never ...

this vast emptiness in mine... somehow doesnt feel very vast anymore...
maybe it's been filling with my dream of going to Japan
...so until it comes true, pls dont take it away...