principle?...

to me, nothing is absolute
i live by that principle, think by that principle, rationalize my world by that principle

too greedy, often i never know how to treasure things i guess
to me, everything is too fragile, too fragmented, too fleeting
i fear of losing things...yes...but i also fear myself losing interest in things before it leaves me
it sounds a bit ironic i guess

somehow, the way i comprehend everything is a bit twisted i guess
once in a while, pple would tell me they dont understand what i want to communicate
maybe i live in my world too much and it's too complicated to let any outsider really get a grasp of what's been going on
up to now, almost everyone fails
....

feeling greedy now, as if i would lose everything if I wouldnt speed my pace up, as if everything would vanish rite this moment
....it's aching and torturing my mind