涙そうそう。。。

just watch that movie today... it's exactly the romantic type that i would definitely fall head over heels with if it was the me 2 or 3 years ago =.=
haha
but it happens that the me now does not seem to like it that much, though cant say that it's rubbish or nonsense
well, a side of it is still cute and make my eyes a bit wet... still it passes by as another commercial movie, without much thoughts or impression ...
maybe it's the result from my exposure to art movie and the likes for this semester... hopefully it can be considered to improve my taste for arts LOL... which is another nonsense again =.=

that is to say for Japanese/ Asian films i guess...

and for Western movies, lately i've been indulging myself in the lousiness of Asian-felt romance and a somehow cool plot from Twilight....
well, maybe it's not as good as how i could describe it to be, but it somehow makes me look back at sth i've been trying to negatively refused... which is the so-called Western culture/ pop culture
i cant deny that i am craving for the fantasical types of romance in Twilight... searching for sth like that to read/ watch even in manga/ anime

it's just so my type i guess haha
i like fantsy stuff, i love surreal things, i adore the world of imagination... i just am although it's not so very good at the age of mine =.=

who cares anw... if i cannot indulge myself in my thoughts, what else do i have left?

haha actually what i intended to write is not whatever i've just put down at all
and i just got lost in the topic =.= even though it's not what i meant to convey =.=

yare yare =.=

sigh....
pple always accompany my image with a big smile ... or so i thought
well, it's just that in every single wish i may have received in any occasions that is suitable to receive cards from frens... the one and always sentence they will write is sth like..."keep that big smile of yours shining" =.=

haha well maybe coz it's alr made to be my habits to smile whatever it is before everyone
it's just so etched in my mind that other than smiles, i dunno if i can show any other hints of emotion before pple...
well i do admire myself for being such a pro in pretentious skills though
for smiles are probably my strongest weapon to cover all the truth of my disgusting and ugly thoughts

anw.... in the end let's just give that big smile again
since it's so loved by pple ^D^

Nada Sou Sou - RImi Natsukawa