detachment ?

yeah, here i am with my own solitude

cant help to have the feelings that i've just more and more drifted away from pple i thought i am very closed to

it's just for sure.... distance ... time
those factors are sure powerful to change people right... to wipe out all those that one may hold dearly

time pass by, things keep changing and so are pple
it's just as natural as water and air on Earth

nvm

just the feelings of detaching from anything
i just dont feel the urge to keep track of community or whatsoever

is it just my selfishness acting out again? or maybe it's just the truth that nothing is able to withhold me anymore

that sounds bad rite
haha

honne n tatamae

hai hai
it's the new year you know

dont meant to complain...

stil just cant have feeling this tickling sensation
haiz

solitude has its own beauty

real or fake

it's for you to decide

maybe i've caused too much trouble then

anyway
being left alone like that...

well, whatever it is

i can and will manage it

my maintaining tatamae skills probably are top superior now haha lolz

never mind

honne and tatamae rite

what is the point of showing your honne then...while no one would be willing to witness and bear it

that's it

for you to survive in this world, sustain your tatamae

anw, happy new year all hehe