Friday, 31 July 2009

夏の終わりに思うこと


haiz
summer is nearly coming to an end...in one week time and i'll start school and all its nonsense all over again T_T
anw it's been a fruitful summer...in one wmentallay or another
i mean i did travel to the beach, finished some novels, watches almost all Arashi's video and totally immersed in Arashi's fandom LOL
...the thing that anything related to work and study is totally abandonned T_T
realizing i'm on the verge of forgetting all about Japanese @_@!!!
it's horible T_T
need to review...wondering what'll happen to Japanese when i graduate T_T

anw that's the summary of my long yet short summer
mentally still hanging at the border of adult and kids...or at least i feel so =.=

well, as in going into details...what could i say?
went to the beach after some year havent been there haha
not the same beach but yah it's the feeling of the sea i mean
it's somehow not the same anymore...
i wonder how would it be like if i board on a ship going off coach alone or just w someone closed, not together w loads of pple in a tour or sth... i mean sth much more private
i bet the feeling would be tremendously different! much more enjoyable, memorable and wondrous haha
最高だと思うよ!
but as this time i'm going w my sis, in a tour w many unknown pple... and i only manage to play on the beach coz of the stupid period...
feel like cant really taste the sea
i want to experience the sea that Oh-chan experiences haha
XD
well fangirl again but really, the sea at night 4 yrs ago was much more intriguing, spetacular and amazing
its vastness, its salty smell, its crazy wind, its sounds, its darkness
everything mixed and mingled btw good and bad, wild and gentle, mystery and soothing
cant described exactly but yup it's the feeling i've been longing to taste once more

...or maybe the accompany is different...probably a bit
or probably the night sea is just intriguing and enthralling you w waves of emotions and thoughts
haha

oh well still have loads of chance
let's try to do my best this next sem
study and work!
for money and for Japan lol
towards the ultimate goal! here i go!!!
ganbatte! ganbatte!
Oh-chan daisuki XD
lol

@pic: Oh-chan daisuki <3~

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