again and again?

you know i hate it when i feel like being lied to =.=
it's just like i'm nt significant enough to deserve the truth
the thing is sometimes i feel like being too sensitive abt these stuffs
like how i found myself all disappointed and cheated coz there's little thing here and there a bit different to what they show me =.=
and so the easy-disappointed me will just get all emo and stat to blame anything and anyone
that's just me and how i am
... and i'm extremely sensitive to pple closest to me =.=
that's a die-hard bad habit T_T
sigh......

so i'm scared of trusting anyone ...
and you know the result is the fan girl me who put all my love and trust and dream into my boys LOL

for them i can accept being lied to hahaha
of course it's my Arashi and my one and only Ohchan XD ~
maa sho ga nai yo, so re ha hahaha

there'll be some more days to Ohchan's birthday XD

and it's the song i'm kind of addicted to these days <3 ~
kawaii yo <3