sometimes i'll be wondering what i'm doing and what i've been doing
where am i again in my life and in my dream
well just to remind me that my dream is still very far away from my reach and that i need to strive further...much more
sometimes it still struck me that things never seem the way it is...eventhough i seem to rmb this by heart but i still passed on lots of judgement ... please observe and be more understanding, less prejudice =.=
right now there're so many things passing by my brain that i alr forgot what i intended to note down in e 1st place .... my forever problem ><
talking abt fandom...
well whatever... but thanks tremendously to arashi's encouraging words in their song, i can gather the courage to be extremely optimistic XD... maa maybe they kinda fill up some empty spots in my heart and erase all the tiredness of the day
and Ohchan's voice would just ease out every problem
Ohchan has healing power ...everyone says so and i do think so <3 ~
and yes, at my age, Ohchan is already struggling and working hard w Arashi
at my age you know.... sigh
well the image i hold of Ohchan may be just another false statue that media built up but i want to believe that it's made up of 90% truth ~ well it is! haha
i have enough confident to say that i fall deep in love w my Ohchan haaha
gosh! =.=' and i somehow forgot the existence of men's attraction? do i hahaha
it's hopeless and painful to be a fangirl this way T_T
...been so long since my last endless nonsense ranting =.='
should i just go and brush up my fan vid for Ohchan's coming birthday ><
....Ohchan said he wants to be 30 soon since 29 feels like sth is missing =.=
haha he's passed the point of afraid of the mounting of age alr... mah...should i pass that point too?
deep down inside everyone knows my mental age...and it seems my Ohchan is not aging mentally at all XD ~ (another similar point?) hahah
see how crazy am i =.='
maa that's really enough and i'll stop now
last thing
i love this song partly coz of this sentence "目の前に見る君の瞳、真っ白いになる頭の中”
isnt it so cute ~
@pix: i cant resist screaming coz of it XD
kyaaaaaaaaaaaaa ~ <3
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