ocean and how it relates to my recent stuff =.='

new semester starts again.... feeling nothing special though it's my final sem.
maybe i really have no attachment to NUS lol
mahhh

for the sake of fan-girl i want to watch this documentary LOL

http://oceans.gaga.ne.jp/

well... coz Ohchan wanna see it LOL
but ocean is interesting isnt it?
at least to anybody who loves sea hehe

like how pple are wondering why is ocean so blue?
i always think how come it's so vast? so grand that makes human feel surprisingly small and insignificant

a mysterious zone, strangely calm and relaxed but deep down hides danger and mysteries
it's gentle, tranquil, yet lonely, unfamilliar and amazing
yes it calms me down just by gazing at its aquarmarine blue, listening to the gentle floating sound and letting the salty scent caress your skin

maybe coz of its inhumanly hugeness that makes all my worries turn to nothing, trivial and nonsense when comparing to the acient fluid living body that has evoluated itself through billions of years
and it would make me feel everything else is so fleeting and ephemeral, moments of happiness, bitterness and sadness
and it just blanks my mind like there's nothing else to think of for that very moment
strangely calm and mysterious

i enjoy it though
maybe coz i didnt grow up anywhere near the sea
and lots of my memories are somehow attached with that intriguing salty body of water
that ocean has hold such special image and kept along with its my endless curiosity and admiration

well the conclusion is ... i can somehow understand it when Oh chan said the sea tempts him, making him unable to stop to long for it XXD
you've got a point there Ohchan <3 ~

[let me just cheerfully think that we have another similar poitn LOL]
maaa=.='
someone helps distract me from this fandom or i wont be able to have the motivation to look at the gender male other than him and them =.='
goshhhhhh

LOL

maaa~

let's stop the moment of fan girl
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i'm going to broke soon and Japanese this sem is tough with all the poem and novel T_T
it's not like i ever love poem in the 1st place (dont even understand VNese one omg pls) ....
and kanji terrifies me T_T
it's tough! life's tough! and i need to find a job or else my source of supporting fandom will die soon T_T
goshhhhhh

and i took 2 ridiculous (or might be ridiculous) GEM which are Geopolotics war and Peace (-.-')!!! and Understanding how the Internet works (offered by Engineering faculty!!!!!)

and Copyright law would assault me on the way =.='
....
sigh
new semester always starts with my whining and complaints O-O
i think i should give credits for whoever has enough patient to listen to it =.=
lol

ok that's it for this entry !!!!
oh maybe one more little thing: Sleepless in Seatle is really cute haha
but sorry i dont believe in things like "the 1st time i touch her, i know it has to be her...." or sth like love at 1st sight.... i dont believe it any tiny bit...no i refuse to ... hahah ...is it what makes the diff btw Westerner and Asian? maaa~e
i should stop asking questions and start with my readings -.-

to suit the mode of ocean
... this song ~
i love it for its innocence
and how the feelings are conveyed
sakana ~
satoshippoi da yo ('3`)/
@pix: aaaaaaaaaaaaaa mesmerizing smile
looking at it feels like sunshine is all over yourself XXD
sugoku sawayaka da yo <3
ahhhh tamaranai na ><

さとしはあたしの一番だよ！～
ずっと見守ってあげたいのｗｗｗ (what emomji to put here @_@ lol)