ho* ho* it's been a long day starting w a hectic morning rushing to prepare for resume for careeer fair.... in the end not use a single one T_T
since the start of this week i've been spending days with less than 4hrs of sleep T_T
which doesnt really mean anything except for shoulder pain (why i dunno) and panda eyes =.='
though sleeping is pervasively useless for me ...but in consideration for health, aging and beauty... i set the standard at 6hrs/day =.='
the very main reason going to career fair is because Uniqlo and Koei, the 2 Japanese corporate i'm interested in also come there
but in the end nothing gains T_T
well even now sitting here contemplating on choices i may have, i may not get recruited for the position in the 1st place =.='
chez such cliche thing to do =.='...
and today Japanese pop culture lecture is really cool
about Japanese fashion and the concept behind....
i'm still very in love with creating things and always overwhelmingly touched by those amazing creative work... (the superficial side of me)...
yet somehow i come to think what all of these academically critical thinking i've been learning will become of when i actually start working in a non-academic-related career....
wouldnt it be a waste?
thinking about teaching...it may turn out to be good if you can inspire students....like those lecturers stipulated my curiosity
but at least need to go to grad school and become a geek in order to teach in uni rite LOL
.... well the thing is i dont have the privilege to since i'm nt academically good enough to get a scholarship and not financially strong enough to go on my own ...
if i work to earn money, then i'll definitely lose interest in teaching by the time i gather enough money to go to grad school =.=' i think
not to mention how old i will be at that time =.='
i dont mind staying single for the rest of my life...but i want a mama-boy son (for whatever ridiculous reason it may be) o.O
how come all of my thoughts somehow contradict each other ><
sigh.
... back to the all-time favourite question....how t_T
make up your mind you dreamer!
urghhhhh frustrated rite T_T
maybe just head on n see what life will have in store for you then... ><
...
rmb... not to regret at any choice you've made!!!!
this piece is really beatiful <3~
it's like descending the depth of my soul....when i listen to it =.=' (does my soul really have any depth to begin w @_@ lol)
well or at least listening to the call of my fantasy world
sigh
p.s. Ohchan miss you lots T_T
5 comments:
I don't intend it as rudeness, but ... "in consideration for health[ok], aging[ok] and beauty[oh nooo]". Can't help laughing ...
Anw, allow me make a long story short... You yourself are the key factor, the main actress of everything, ... Under your very "panda" eyes, if you go on one job simply for the sake of earning a living, that's it, no more, no less. However, perhaps you could apply what you've been taught, things you've been learning, ... and your weird [oopps, I mean creative] thinking into that job in YOUR OWN WAY. [The worst case is they give you no chance at all. They may not let you, but can not stop you !]
Last thing, I enjoyed the clip. I did hear it in one anime, but couldn't remember its title at all.
haha i dont know if i really know you or sth but maybe it's better not to "critically read" my blogs hah
i mean well i appreciate it when pple actually make effort and time to read it...but it sounds like you're trying to interpreted it and commented here
thanks for your effort really but most of the time, things written here are emotions that i myself cant really explain well ...so it's ok just to read w/o decoding or labelling it or anything haha...somehow feel like you were summarizing a given readings haha (no offense, it just really sounds like one)....
well it's not like you'll follow whatever you've studied
"academic" here is really academic ... i mean those philosophical, sociological theories out there ...
interesting but hard to make use ><
...anw thanks ^^
and glad you enjoy the clip ^^
it's frm Tonari no Totoro (one of Ghibli studio's anime)
Maybe, haha ... I never notice that I did before I was told.
In fact, you're right !
Thought keeps on popping up in my mind when reading and here ... it looks like a summery indeed. XDDD
, try to control myself XDDDD
LOL haha you're funny XXD
and no need to restrain urself haha
as i cant restrain myself either lol
it's fun reading your comments XD
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