happy Lunar new year and lotsssssss of random thoughts @_@ ahha

well today is 1st of Lunar new year hehe
so better write sth brightful :D
Anw, Happy NEw Year to everyone ~~~ :X :*

btw i ran ...or rather jogged T_T last nite on New Year's Eve LOL
it's probably abt the most ridiculous thing ever you can think of out of anything to do on NY's Eve =.='
well it's just the spontaneous me haha
basically i have the idea of running after reading "WHat i talk abt when i talk abt running" by Murakami.
It may not sound very attracting, the title... but it's really intriguing to know how he links his marathon to his writing and stuff
i love his style haha =.=

back to my sstory... i only managed to run a short distance and still felt damn tired LOL ...loser T_T
i'm never athletic to begin with
but as running to resolute myself on my wishes for this year... it feels like achieving sth after i finished running haha

still feel very lousy that i couldnt run more than that but somehow it energizes me so much ... the thought that i might able to carry out any ideas of mine haha

well motivation and passion is all that matters XD
after completing my short distant run (or jog T_T) suddenly i thought of how i had spent my 1st year here in SIngapore.. how dark and depressing i used to be coz of it =.=' LOL

thanks to my beloved Arashi XD and maybe the inspiration i get from class(!) haha, i feel very positive now ... in one way or another LOL
maybe i'm just optimistic to begin w =p
cant rmb exactly what i was thinking ard that time, my 1st yr (and yahoo blog is down =.=, so i cant recall anything T_T) --> this is how blog, and photos are important to me as i have a very unreliable memory T_T
haha (well it's jsut like Ohchan XXXD) lol

you may not think like this but after some years, when you look back at those photos, then you can realized how much have you been through and what kind of memories you hold abt it
it's just ...fantastic
like walking through a secret path of your life... absorbing the happiness as well as bitterness of each and everything
so dont hestitate to take photos, or note down or store whatever you can
memories are parts of you anw <3


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sigh
on a darker note =.=

sometimes human beings are truly scary
most of the times, i couldnt care less abt these kinds of thoughts as it's just a fact, so why bother?
but it strikes you hard when you realize that any tiny bits of your action could just be scrutinized under a magnified lense and being framed w all kind of stories possible @_@ ...and by any random pple that cant even recognize you when you change your style T_T

maybe i'm surrounding by my frens and family's sweetness most of the time to be aware that theses kinds of things still happen just as natural as breathing =.=

in the end it's human rite
human who makes thing spendidly wondeful and human who cruelly destroy just as about everything =.=

i still couldnt care less as there are of course pple who are too free to do these kinds of things =.='

well just let it be
you are who you are, not who pple think you are anw
so just believe in what you feel, what you truly experience ok haha

still i wanna believe in human general goodness =.='
hahaa

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lastly i wanna note down abt the latest movie i just saw ytd "The Imaginarium of Dr Parnassus" (not sure if i get the correct spelling =.=') hahah

but i was expecting sth else
well it's nice anw
to see how they build up a world of imagination...your ideal fantasy coming true
wonderful isnt it?
BUT
as it's fantasy
it just cant never come true you know
reality is still there
and however happy the fantasy world is..it's still just imagination
it's not real experience, not real feelings, not real life

even if it might be momentarily heaven, but it cant stay like that for ever =.='

...well i just tried to read the movies through my understanding ><
and maybe a bit of criticism on commodities and commercial culture =.='

i cant say i didnt enjoy it
but at the same time it hurts to see the re-assertion that fantasy and imagination is not real
never can it be!
let your imagination nurture, live and fly
but dont indulge in it
dont take it as standard for everything or replace reality with it
coz it just wont bring you anything true ...in the end
or even worse, destroy you from within ><

well it just lets me down a bit since i was expecting to immerse in a world of fantasy =.='
haha

well at least giving you some food for thought :)

somehow i just have this vague feelings that just abt anything and everything i chose to do, it does have effect on certain aspect of me and my future =.='...
nonsense isnt it LOL

well it may or may not

anw.. i think it's too long of an entry T_T
so should end here =.=

if you ask me once again, i still choose to be Arts n Social Sciences students over others haha... may be =.='
i enjoy it so much and it inspires and empowers me to think this much....
though thinking might just be of no help at all =.='
but it will definitely keep me from scrutinizing other ppl's business LOL =.='


HAPPY NEW YEAR EVRYONE ~
*emiting peaceful and friendly vibes*
LOL
<3




Are you ready?完璧なんてない　
Sweet sweet 最大球のsoul ~
Do it do it 単純なくらい
はじけろmoving now moving now XXD ~

--> Are you ready? there's nothing like perfection
Sweet sweet with the best of your soul
Do it do it just very simply
Burt out　moving now moving now XXD ~~~

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