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oh yeah here am i wasting my time again
the essay is still there unfinished *-__-
work is still piling and time is still tickling away
without me being efficient -__-#

everyone has their own life
no matter how many times i repeat this term to myself, i tend to forget it somehow *__*

well the whole point is i'm just irritated these days coz of these stupid never ending projects and essays and my inefficiency annoys me even more -__-#

whatever

despite my over-optimism everything now is of smoky grey color to me
will it get clearer or just become pitch black?
omg who knowsssssss

it's this time of the year that treating me well or not doesnt make any difference coz it'll just mark different level of annoyance in me
despite my effort of being nice T_T

whatever

i'm spoiled and selfish by nature

.....still praying earnestly for it
no matter how i try to reason on the bright side of it, i'll definitely be incurably dissapointed this time round ;__;

if i'm not so greedy and wish for too much, then things are probably much more simpler now -__-*
human always desires for things that they can hardly reach maybe hhaa
and the conquering process is not always pink and full of roses you see

ahhhhhhhhhhhh CHEERSSSSSSSSSSSSS >_<