for some reasons i find myself extremely immersed in all of these theories, of wars, of how did it happen and what becomes of after it @_@
why?
i dont recall to have any slightest interest in wars since small
or maybe the 'idealist' in me somehow grows unconsciously @_@
WHATEVER LOL =.='
i found myself stunned and curious to the max sitting on any lecture on history of wars
first is the Japanese history of 20th century war and now is Geopolitics War and Peace @_@
pple like me wont make money dont they T_T
spending their time contemplating on the war and peace
hating politics and business ^:)^
sadddddd
it's hard to strike the balance see
and having a naive mind wont help
all and all i just feel that i should really go into teaching or sth like inspiring or evoking wandering minds LOL
what the hell is that?
and yeah i think i screwed up on the interview with JTB
for what reason ?
they asked me where i see myself in 5yrs time
and being all naive and honest, i told them i'd go into grad school and may be teaching LOL !!! (like hth i could come up w such answer T_T) urghhhhhh
whatever
sighhhhhhhh
haha ok that's just my problem w being random and spotaneous and maybe blurrrrr
it wont help me earn a decent job T_T
sigh
and i'm still praying for it T_T
aww plssssssssss you alr let me w too much disappointment see
so pls
ahhhhhh *talking not to human*
hmmm :|
and lotssss of my friends are on vacation! and i'm here writing on terrorism on friday night for project T_T
whatever ple
...on another random topic
i want to read more xxxholic plsssssss T_T
it's 2 wks for one chapter !!!
like wayyyyy too slow :|
sigh
oh and i think i'm alr whining abt it bt i jst found out that Ohchan listen to Kaela chan too after Kouhaku XXD
just that i also happened to take favour in Kaela chan after she went on Arashi show haha
see there's the same reference here rite LOL
WHATEVER i'm just imagining lOL
and i miss otousan okaasan still ):
haiz
@ pix: Ohchan @ Kouhaku XXD <3 :*
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