xxxholic i'm definitely xxxholic-HOLIC XXD

hahaha just read xxxholic XXXD
it is and it'll always be my most fav XXD
no matter how many manga i've read, only xxxholic is and genuinely my way of thinking hahaha
=.='
it's somehow problematic to say manga teaches you to think rite
but xxxholic is that special to me <3
...well not only xxxholic but yeah it contributes the most part LOL
i used to love x1999... until i read xxxholic haha
and tsubasa reservoir chronicle
TRC however is more like a chronicle of Clamp's works
so everytime i see a character of a another series re-appearing in TRC, it's like...ahhh so nostalgia XD
she/ he's used to be that character XXD
haha
that's TRC


but xxxholic is different
it seems slow and boring at first
but it's my whole world of fantasy
mixing together with my theory of balance, of neutrality, of nothing to be exactly right and wrong, of fantasy and dreams and connection, of coincidence and inevitability
ahhhhhhhhhhhh i get excited just by talking abt it haha
i laughed w it, cried w it, found myself deeply touched in a world of dreams and fantasy mixing up with reality

and it's gentle, admist of the bizzare scenes and happenings in the manga
it's gentle yet determinedly strong at needed time haha

and it's sth i can just laugh off, forget to read for decades and whenever i return, it's just there, remaining intact and profound
exactly like my thoughts, my perception, my obsession, my view of world and things XXD
hehe

i havent read it since arashi fandom lol
that's quite long but it's partly coz the pace of publishing each chapter is slow anw
and so when i read it today
the whole 'xxxholic' world just moves again
after all this time being in hiatus
XXD

the recent chapter is abt meeting and parting... and the pondering poetic question of will there be a meeting without having to part
and coincidetally, w/o reading it, it is what on my thought recently... haha
maybe not coincidentally bt 'inevitably'
to have the xxxholic feel haha

i will buy the whole collection when i have money dear
hehe
watanuki XXD lol
the title alone makes me totally fall for it
xxxholic XXXD <3

P.S.
Ohchan i still love you XXD hahaha