Thursday, 17 June 2010

on my endless obssession

=.= what i'm doing these days are pretty ridiculous @_@
i mean esp for someone who hasnt secured a job and broke like me
...
basically i'm jsut falling to fan fiction all over again @_@
i mean there's a time when i'm truly addicted to fan fiction haha
but that was when i was utterly free
...then and again i'm quite free now without job T_T
and this time i gave it a try writing fan fiction myself ^:)^
haha see what i'm getting myself in to LOL
so it makes me think maybe in future I'll do master course on Japanese media and fan culture XXD
it's pretty interesting rite ^O^
just that before being able to do anything, I should work and earn money 1st ^:)^
then i would be able to take that master course and live somewhere else, not tropical countries hopefully hhaa
i'm pretty optimistic aint I?
i mean for someone who has no job, no money and in debt like me T_T
well ... it is said that I should be patient and doing things with care this year... so i'm supposed to be patient looking for a jopb as well i guess
even though beingbroke seriously depresses you loads T_T

and maybe in the near future, i'll try drawing as well @_@
crazy girl rite haha =.=
man i need money T_T

oh and currently I'm all over Code Geass and Tokyo Babylon haha (basically it's the result of reading too much fan fiction of these 2 series @_@)
and i know it's disturbing bt I only read shounen-ai fanfic T_T
=))
well whatever
I'm listening to this song haha
pretty hooked to it coz it just fits the mood while reading code geass fanfic
btw i'm writing Code Geass fan fic as well
it's here if you have any interest
http://login.fanfiction.net/story/story_preview.php?storyid=6053354&chapter=1
and it's shounen-ai haha XD
omg i cant believe myself T_T

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