hyper XD

あなたのことを見る度に、爽やかで、もう一度恋に落ちるような気がする。。。
hahaha this is absolutely fandom mode XXD
of course i'm talking abt Ohchan OMgggggggggggggggg
damn he's too cute for my heart to contain LOL
howwwww
i only want to be married to Ohno Satoshi oh my goodness +_+ LOL
fan girl is miserable you see ><
the more i read articles abt his, the more i watch him, the more hopelessly i fall for his cuteness LOL
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh =.='
and Ohchan was saying that he like the music for Totoro and Laputa in his radio show XXD


well well anw this total random post will end soon
my frens all are complaining abt working in one way or another
so i cant help feeling insecure and anxious ><
bt i'll try my best

...dreaming about concert still XXD heehee
and Mr.Children is damn cool xD




lyrics of the song .... hehe

Love is Blindness

04.02.26
Artist: Mr. Children
Title: Love is Blindness
Words: Sakurai Kazutoshi
Music: Sakurai Kazutoshi

wrapped up in the sheets, I swim the darkness of the night
Tropical fish living in a secret chamber, that’s us.

I shut this sinful secret in my heart
I wonder if I can bring it to the grave with me?
Oh Love is Blindness Love is Blindness
No one other than you will do.

I hold my time living with you, more dearly
more than any other time in my life.

Even if this is an act against humanity
I’ll be a worm and vow to you my love.
Oh Love is Blindness Love is Blindness
I can’t remain a saint.

I shut this sinful secret in my heart
I wonder if I can bring it to the grave with me?
Oh Love is Blindness Love is Blindness
No one other than you will do.

Love is Blindness, Love is Blindness Oh

Translated By: Brian Stewart & Takako Sakuma

さよならが嫌がる私

so i'll be working soon i guess
kinda nervous wondering how would it turn out ><
but hopefully as long as i try my best, it should be ok
and i must improve my Japanese more
...
sigh
there's jsut this tinge of jealousy of sth very ridiculous =.='
but well it' ok, i'm at least a grown-up and know how to deal with this all
but it's always this resentment of farewell deep inside me
i really dislike it so much and there's a saying that god would give you sth you dislikes the most in Vnese
... and eventhough i'm trying to remain neutral towards almost everything... farewell is still definitely sth i cant get over =.='
farewell... the end of a relationship w someone or something
i hate it as it parts me with people i like and things i hardly came by T_T
and maybe coz i hate it so much, i would just have to deal w it to the point when every farewell, every goodbye becomes insignificant =.='
i dont even think there'll be such time though T_T
so i'm gonna be irritated by the hell of it for the rest of my life

even though on a positive view, one still say there'll be reunion and chances for new encounter, farewell still signifies the end of the present
and present matters a lot
the seperation in time and space means a lot... so i still hate it to the core T_T
...
ok enough emo ><
haha i should still look forward
Ohchan, arashi XXXD
we can make it through !!! YEaH!

and this song rings in my mind ><
さよならの時の静かな胸
ゼロになるからだが耳をすませば

The still heart at the time of farewell
it will become zero but please try listening closdely and see