on another random wednesday

oh people i'm again bored to death T_T

a fish cant return to being a fish
one of the lines in this song =.='
how sad is that
sighhhhhh



literally i have nothing to actually put in this entry
just the urge to shout out that I'M BORED T_T

even though the book is such a treat
even though my roomate came home last nite to entertain me w our gossip story
even though i got to watch loads of Ohchan last nite
even though tmr is the pay day
sigh
so the question is why do i even feel bored T_T
arghhhhhhhhhhh
spoiled i'm jst spoiled man =.='
and my fren is going to Japan... like againnnnnnnnnnn @_@
ok now i'm a bit jealous as well
=.=
i miss my student life T_T
and miss all my inspiring lectures
and our endless fandom talk
and my demanding Japanese essays T_T
whateverrrrrrrrrrr

oh and i wanted to put this song called seishun ikinokori game by Spitz bt i couldnt find any streaming version of it.... so sakana is here instead

anw let's jst read the lyrics in attribute to Seishun ikinokori game (literally means the game of surviving youth)

本当の淋しがり屋は 金棒で壊しまくってる
まちがって悪魔と踊る よろこんで命もけずる

荒れ荒れのハートに染み込む 他人の幸せの粒が
明日には変わるはずさ 気のせいでいいよ 今は

※生き残れ 星降る夜に 約束通り必ず会おうよ
花吹雪 身体に浴びて 笑えるくらい 瞳輝かせて※

勝ち目の無いバカなゲームと 適当に風に流してた
青春の意味など知らぬ ネズミのように ただ

△生き残れ 見知らぬ街で ふくらむ気持ち 丸々たくして
紙ヒコーキ 恋する季節百億世代続いた糸を切る