oh hello world =.=

haiz
this is to say there's no point to place so much expectation onto anyone/anything
in the end it's still me who is thrown to the bottomless disappointment
and i still hadnt get my lesson after countless encounter
stupid aint I?

1st it's nt their problem
2nd it's nt their concern
3rd they wont ever get what i mean by passion and courage to chase my dream +_+
and i hate the idea that pple judge me by faces and since i'm a girl, it all boils down to stereotype and Asian convention
arghhhhhh
needless to say how frustrating and disappointed it is!

and there i was thinking i might be able to get over that prejudice +_+
what a stupid and ignorant girl
sigh

fine i dont need those to understand this dilemma of mine anw
what's the point when it sounds all strange to their ears
i'm still jst a girl who's trying to struggle w my dreams
i just need to do it my way, on my own
maybe i'm destined to live alone and struggle with my self-construct dilemma lol =.=

and heere i'm listening to this again
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