ramblings upon rainy dayssssss

T________T i lost my old ipod arghhhhh
no matter what, i like it quite a lot
despite the fact that it was pretty old, it is indeed pretty and was in good shape most of the time
and it had followed me for almost 4 years, a direct way to access to my own private heaven with fantasy and imagination
and now it is gone missing T_T
and i didnt even realize where and when i had dropped it T_T
oh dear i'm deeply sorry +_+

sigh
yeah i'm doing the most ridiculous thing, mourning for the ipod that i was contemplating so much on ditching it for a new one :|
so now i do have perfect account for ordering the new tiny ipod nano (i ttold you it really felt like fate that i had to own it somehow =.=)

and i found myself listening to Matsu Takako again
love her voice :D
and the way her songs were written is quite old-fashioned and cute in their own way
it's jsut really up to her image
btw, they're going tos how her horror movie Kokuhaku in Singapore (*_* which is totally contrary to her image haha)

so i'm back to the office with tons of mundane papers' works angain and my Japanese skills seem to deteriorate agaiiiiiiinnn @_@
sigh.

anyway still looking for a new place and people to join =.=
i'm lazy T_T
and my boss is ridiculous T___T
he forced us to wear the uniforrm (which has no appropriate size for me *_*) from now on at work
well in a better view, i dont need to care about working clothes that much anymore and will be able to focus on casual clothes haha *_*
whatever

yes, i am superficial +_+
and Ohchan's birthday is approaching <3 XXXD

haha my blog is really a collection of boring and monotonous notes of my passing youth T_T
ohhhh my youth is tripping away ... as i'll turn one yr older soon T_T
haizzzzz
dear, come december, my beloved month
i long for you with all my heart haha
i jst really have this particular affection towards december you see
self-assertive and self-centered
as usual +_+