these days i take sleeping as my pleasure =.='
it sounds damn pathetic bt no matter how much i slept i dont feel that it's enough +_+
wth
sleeping is enjoyable yet the best way to waste your utterly limited time ever +_+
i cant watch my tv shows or read any books and simply just threw all the time that i should've been using for studying Japanese over the window... for sth pathetic as sleeping
i hate myself for indulging me so much T_T
the moment you start to go easy with yourself, right then your youth starts to wane away hopelessly +_+
bt then and again
excuse 1 .for girls, insufficient of sleep leads to higher chance of gaining weight, fastening aging process ... and adding up to your stupid face haggard look is no less pathetic
sigh
yeah superficialness runs in my blood bt so what
people said dont judge a book on its cover....yet fact remains people tend to choose things for its outer-appearance appeal 1st and foremost =.='
that's just how this damn world runs
excuse 2. without sleeping THAT much +_+ my brain cant function very well the enxt day
argjhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
--> conclusion IHATE MYSELF FOR BEING USELESS @_@ and EASY!
with all this stupid sleeping time T_T
just forgot abt just being updated to this world of changes, let alone to reflect on your life and chase your dream
am i this HOPELESS =.=
and the most unforgivable thing is ...i still damn enjoy my life as of it now @_@
of course not in the sense that i've achieved my goal or wahtsoever
i jst cant make myself emo or depressed or whatsoever
i am born happy and hyper ! and how come it is giving me all the headache now T_t
as a grown-up, i need to be updated, to reflect upon my self all the time and to not lose sight of my dream
and sadly, december just happens to be my month of joy and rest +_+
equals: this situation may just continue and i'll be here on my blog complaining on how useless i am and how i wasted my time watching my youth wither away @_@
anw new resolution for next yr =.=
1. STUDY Japanese everyday at least 1 hr no matter what (highly doubted=.=)
2. spend less and SAVE
3. STRICT to myself
4. work harder
5. chase my dream... still
...
........
who can enlighten me on how to discipline the self +_+
on a lighter note...
going to perform this piece tonight
it's really a nice piece :)
1 comment:
Haha, after reading this post, i feel so lucky that i wad born as a guy, as a result i don't have to worry about taking care of the skin, face, or stuff like that.
Yet, regarding the appearance, i totally disagree, [here i come, my ideal n nonsense words l, haha] since "dont judge the book by its cover" is the right thing, people who do so shouldn't be cared. I myself get easily irritated by those kind...sigh
If one runner does his training everyday, once however skip it for "not feeling so well", it's very hard to get back right after that. The same idea here, when you try do it for one day, i mean spend a little tine for reading book, a little for learning Japanese, and so... that must have feel very good, and ... there you go..XDDD
Good luck ^^
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