and here i am *_*

face it, my incredibly selfishness
i hate the fact that i'm spending my days annoying by all the impossible nonsense and trivial here, longing for the weekend to come while people out there enjoy themselves on holidays and vacation @_@

aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it's utterly irritating! @_@

i hate it while people are in good mood and i'm not
and the fact that there is no exact reason for my furiousness vexed my innate good-nature even more m(_._)m

and somehow it always happened when i'm not in the best condition of welfare (which implies that i'm broke) and thus, prevented my frustration output on shopping @_@

this is to say that people cant be happy if they are not provided with a good material life.. haha or so i believe

oh please dont make me laugh with the 'happiness is a state of mind'

well it does, providing that you dont have to worry about your material life and actually have the privilege of not having to think about how to spend every single cent every single minutes

people, face it, we are only animals after all
and animals' instinct, first, are to survive, physically

ok, after typing down this nonsense materialistic theory of mine, i kind of vent out my frustration =.='
or so i hope lol

anw just wait, i'm gonna go on holidays and travel as well LOL
hohoho my revenge to the world =.=' (ok the choice of word is a bit exaggerating for a description bt whatever haha @_@)

and i decide today i should be hyper and happy instead of moody and emo

Spitz is amazing
it's like i can find a song to suit my mood almost every single day XD
XOXO



歩き出せ、クローバー
歌：スピッツ 作詞：草野正宗 作曲：草野正宗

未知のページ 塗りかえられるストーリー 風に向かい
歩き出せ 若くて青いクローバー 裸足のままで Ah ha ha…
過ぎた恋のイメージに近いマーク 指で描き
流れ出す自由で激しいメロディ 一人きりで
戦闘機よりも あからさまな
君の声 優しいエナジー

歩き出せクローバー 止まらないクローバー
熱い投げキッス 受け止める空 Ha…

泣きながら笑い出し「嬉しい!」と何度も叫び
寝ころがって眺めた 君のカード 胸にあてる
入道雲から 伝えている
そのままで優しいエナジー

だんだん解ってきたのさ
見えない場所で作られた波に
削りとられていく命が
混沌の色に 憧れ完全に違う形で
消えかけた 獣の道を歩いて行く (Wow ah ah ah ah…)

君の声 優しいエナジー