i'm sick of my sleeping habits T_T
these days i found myself waking up either too early or too late for work
both does no good certainly +_+
it doesnt help that my sleep often accompanies by all the weird dreams and nightmares @_@
must've been mentally disturbed by all the nameless irritation and frustration at work and various other personal matters +_+
why am i put under this situation all of a sudden T_T
well not that i hate it but as always, everything suddenly turns opaque and vague at every turn of the road, so one cant help feeling all insecure and suspicious of the road ahead
the inability to commit myself to my plan, namely finish the book and learn Japanese, vexes me all the more T_T
oh can you think you're so great now %*#_@*%
dont even mention abt passion and ideology T_T
yes i'm extremely dissatisfied with myself in all aspects ...
if one cant even win against one's own weakness, what then, is he/she capable of?
looking back at the me at this time one year ago, the biggest different is that only the transition from school to work, with no additional positive progress to whatever goal i've set for myself.
this fact alone is just irretrievably disappointing and agonizing.
4 comments:
Nami-san, how about try doing something fun, such as cooking ? or going to the beach, fishing ? or a volunteer activity ? Planting tree(coconut, for example) ? Raising cute fish, like ... shark ? XDDDD
... Or maybe it is time to find a new job that inspires you better ?
Today, I by chance read an article relating to your sleeping problem, and yes, it's not difficult to figure out the major reason : you're just under way much stress. And the only way can help is ... relax, of course. Don't push yourself too much.
How about talking to some friend ? doesn't have to be something big, or serious ... just simply talk, non-sense stuffs XDD. That might hopefully help you like the way it did to me.
You wanna play some sport, in order to get the feeling of achievement. Jogging, swimming, ... I don't think sleeping is added into the categories though, like yesterday, I slept 8hrs, today 9hrs, tomorrow will try 10hrs ... oh nooo XDDDDD
LOL well thanks for the recommendation
i talk a lot to frens, dont worry haha
well pple cant help having stuff they worry abt
it just gets quite burdensome to me lately
bt there'll definitely be a way out of it... or so i believe XD
Then it'll be definitely coming soon, ... or so I believe XDDDDDD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyVzjoj96vs
Have some fun XDDDDD
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