will i be able to leave here for good =.='
the next question is the place of the next destination...
every single time I try to squeeze out an answer for this pondering question, the day grows darker along with my mood =.='
It is always depressing to be fully aware of your position and your situation, of capacity and reality.
... and of the lines and limits
It is shameful that one failed to reach their humble expectation
It is even worse when the energy and enthusiasm for their humble dreams is joining the trend, fading in its vividness and draining in its vigor.
well, it will come to a point when the picture of your once upon a time dream is just a blur mix of color in your memories...
i still fervently and relentlessly refuse to believe that my life would just dully flow about like that
but there is no proof that it is getting better
there is still none
becoming no one, reaching nowhere, and attaining nothing
haiz
let's just assume that today my mood is disastrous
maybe a disastrous ending is of crucial importance for an exciting new beginning
haha
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