it's your life to live and your heart to lose

well there's nothing much to write
i've been burying myself in a false sense of comfort and serenity, running away from the truth and the long fight ahead in the pursuit of my dream.

well, just like you always know that there is an important deadline amidst the air but you keep procrastinating to write the paper reasoning that there are many documents and primary researches to do in advance

until the time runs out of hand and the paper was not as well-done as expected

i would not let it happen that way to my life
of course no one would want to look back at their life full of regrets that they'd missed a thousands of chances they had had in the pursuit of teh so-called happiness.

happiness is a state of mind.
the less ambitious you are, the simpler you can reach that ideal state of happiness of yours.

but life without an ambitous goal is not one cut out for a Sagittarius

hence... the first things to decide on is to take the Japanese language test just to force myself seriously learning and reviewing Japanese.
i need to keep track of my road and not to be distracted by anything else.

...well today is just an average Monday when some universal facts started to remind me to wake up and run forward
it's enough for this idleness and ignorant.
and things have to stops for others to begin moving.
it is all my life to begin with..

yes just another average monday morning