Sunday, 5 June 2011

on the indescribible and inexplicable

maybe at sometime before this life ends, i should try to write some tear-jerked or melodramatic novel based on my life =.='
since sometimes it really sounds like some drama that i myself cant believe it +_+

well whatever
i'm so in the mood to read something 'beautifully destructing' or beautiful and hopeless at the same time

dont blame me for this sudden urge of reading something so extreme
it is just that the life force at some point of time insists me to do so and not otherwise

the sum of this week is that i came to aware of something that i have been trying to fake ignorance of all the other time and that i can no longer ignore such fact

and to come to such conclusion is just pure torture
as if i come to know of the cruelty of reality the n time in my life

and that i'm shamefully pathetic still

wonder if i can really make it back...

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