"There were times when he wanted to shout out his guilt at the top of his voice. But then her terrible self-sacrifice would be in vain. Would it really be an act of courage to nullify that for the sake of quieting his conscience? Or did true courage demand rather that he silently endure his present existence as a virtual prisoner? It was too complex an evaluation for him"...
from Spring Snow by Mishima Yukio
crime and guilt and all the convention that attaches with such notion rooted its origin with human society and their so-called constructed morality and righteouness.
and all the human growing up in such society would try to conform desperately to these constructed moral codes obediently.... until one day they come to realize the vantage point, the controversy of such notion when they themselves stuck in their own abyss of their self-defined guilt and shame
it is ironic, however, that the courage to live against society and their convention yet again build another dilemma as one need to take into consideration whether their own conscience has trampled on others' social life, or socially-accepted life...
my oh my, wonder why do i look at society so cynically and indifferently =.='
.... in the chaos of packing and moving...still *_*
and my working life passed the mark of one year +_+
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