Wednesday, 24 August 2011

a few day more to September

this song is called "Masshiro" which means Pure white in Japanese...

for some reason the melodies and lyrics has a mysterious power that draws me in irresistibly and effortlessly ..

the meaning of lyrics can be googled :)



when the sound and scent still lingers..


Monday, 22 August 2011

august - of guilt and conscience =.='

"There were times when he wanted to shout out his guilt at the top of his voice. But then her terrible self-sacrifice would be in vain. Would it really be an act of courage to nullify that for the sake of quieting his conscience? Or did true courage demand rather that he silently endure his present existence as a virtual prisoner? It was too complex an evaluation for him"...

from Spring Snow by Mishima Yukio

crime and guilt and all the convention that attaches with such notion rooted its origin with human society and their so-called constructed morality and righteouness.

and all the human growing up in such society would try to conform desperately to these constructed moral codes obediently.... until one day they come to realize the vantage point, the controversy of such notion when they themselves stuck in their own abyss of their self-defined guilt and shame

it is ironic, however, that the courage to live against society and their convention yet again build another dilemma as one need to take into consideration whether their own conscience has trampled on others' social life, or socially-accepted life...


my oh my, wonder why do i look at society so cynically and indifferently =.='

.... in the chaos of packing and moving...still *_*
and my working life passed the mark of one year +_+