rain comes and vanishes with trances of thoughts and images
pieces of memories, infinite wish or surrealistic dreams

all blends to each other only to shatter to pieces
it takes my mind to some mystic forgotten land in minutes
..but soon enough reality would encroach and rob us away from the land of melancholy

time rolls by forces us to grow up
just as i cant ignore the call of my heart, i cant forget my responsibility to family and society either
it is what i decide to carry through no matter what
so here i am, facing the big winding road with greyish sky and grumbling thunder above
it's dark and frightening
but after all, it's all just some hindrance that pushes us forward
so face it, take it and live with it

sigh........
yes i have to grow up and be a big sister NOW