it's been ages since my last post haha
maybe i've come to term with the adult world and stop wondering about the nonsense and coldness of the world...have i?
i have nothing in particular to pin down in this post...which is the most terrifying things cause it would mean emptiness and oblivion
it would mean my surrender and acceptance to the adult world (;-;)
...
selfish
yeah maybe i can start to ramble on it
human are selfish, to some extent
or maybe i have never met someone sefless yet
...but what is so wrong with it?
maybe selfishness induces one to snatch away and destroy others' happiness
it is hard to all stay happy and peaceful...?
well, the sad truth is that i am one of extreme selfishness
if there is some meter measuring human selfishness, mine must have been almost at the absolute level haha
which... as mentioned, could be a trigger to my evil and greedy heart
sigh
feel like listening to "the pleasure of the heart" from The piano now
it time for a change? to get rid of my wicked heart?
though i feel extremely calm and prepared, it is hard not to waiver and yield into the lure of temptation
in the end we tend to choose the comforting things right?
hmm
anw, it is the beginning of the weekend, so i should not be emo
emo, after all, does not suit me right?
:D
