on the world situation...

NOVEMBER RAIN

When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same

Yeah

Nothing lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain

We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain

Oh Yeah

But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away

If we could take the time
to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain

Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone...Ooh
Everybody needs some time...
on their own...ooh
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Ooh-ooh-ooh--oh-oh-oh

Sometimes I need some time...on my
own
Sometimes I need some time...all alone...ooh
Everybody needs some time...
on their own...ooh
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain...Oh Yeah
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
Nothing lasts forever
Even cold November rain

You're not the only One
You're not the only One

Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody }3x
You're not the only one
You're not the only one

Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody

Songwriters
ROSE, W. AXL / HUDSON, SAUL / MCKAGAN, DUFF ROSE / STRADLIN, IZZY / REED, DARREN A. / SORUM, MATT

Published by
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group

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It is not November now and there is not that much rain in Singapore though.
But it definitely is perfect for my mood =__=
sometimes we really need some time on our own to reflect

Well, as usual, I just need an outlet to release this imminent feeling of uncertainty and dreadful darkness in my heart
Things happening around depresses me in every single way

I mean everything at all
The Ukraine crisis and tension escalation in the West, the nuclear power test of North Korea, the ship wreck of South Korea, the lifting of arms trade ban in Japan, the internal war of Syria.... my inability to take initiate of my own business, my incurable impatience, my feeling of being worthless, my financial situation, my non-traveling schedule, and on top of that, my uncertain future employment!!!!

Yes, it might sound stupid to be concern over the world politics as there is hardly anything we can do but I cant afford not to as a member of the living world
The human race seems to never learn their lesson. Are they trying to drag the whole planet to its path to war and destruction again? It looks so to my eyes!!!
I wonder if they are really keen on setting blood and massacre

Maybe I was too obsessed after reading on WWI & WWII but it all started because of human thirst and greed for power and their rationale of nationalism and revolution
An advocate for human goodness as I am, it is utterly disappointing if we cover our eyes to let history repeats itself, over and over again! What is enough and where is the line... Murder and killing is a crime no matter what reasons. No one has the rights to rip one off their rights of life
And I do not buy nationalism.
It is yet just another notion human creates to serve their quest for power
The idea, the creation of nation, borders, maps, the control of immigration, visa, passport... do they have a purpose in contributing to a better legacy? a cleaner Earth? a more peaceful world?
i DO NOT think so

I do not and will not hesitate to say I detest war at the cost of human life, whatever rationale it is behind. There is no such thing as a "good war". It is absolutely and utterly meaningless
It is painful and heartbreaking to see the physical and mental destruction of war and its aftermath
I have never experienced war but as a human being existing, I feel that human, every single individuals, are held responsible to prevent it at all cost.
Yet, we are too oblivious and take it for granted that it is not relevant to us 
.It is only not directly and not immediately but it will get to us all at the end of it when some crisis really breaks out
....
......
this is my frustration on the world situation
and fueling with my own situation
has inflicted this lethargic feeling in me

even though I have tried long and hard to distract myself by occupying my time with my various interest, nothing just seems to feel right.. so here i am venting my mess of frustration

i guess patience is called for in situation like this
oh gosh
i need to feel myself busy
i need to feel things progressive
and i need to feel motivated and involved
i need to feel excited for new adventure or traveling plan  pleaseeeeeeee

btw i'm thinking of giving German a try hah and so my post completes and hopefully my mood gets better haha