sometimes i do wonder what i am doing

once you gather all courage to throw away your warm nest and step into a different world



and you start to wonder if it's all worth your courage and effort



where's the supportive Venus to back us when we feel tired?



I had departed but have I really arrived?

it is a bit reminiscent of the first time when you start anew in a different place

the chilly quiet night with none than your solitude, accompanying by the music and your wandering mind



it is the foreign feelings that human hate; that is why we really have strong attachment to our small comfort zone i guess