"Talk to me softly. There's something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside
I've been there before
Somethin's changin' inside you"
There is something compelling, yet beseeching and urging about these lines.
An earnest wish, a soft plea to provide a shelter, offer a hand and shoulder the ever so heavy burden
I wonder if I want to hear these words or if I want to say these words instead.
Judging from my nature, it might just be both
Autumn is bidding its farewell, carrying with its all the glorious beauty of the season
A scorching red autumn in contrast of a deep clear blue sky under the shining sun
There's nothing more beautiful on the water colour pallet as autumn shades at its very own nature
Beautiful and heartbreaking, and especially so for a lone soul
And it all reminds me of how I fell in love with autumn
I was first introduced and fascinated by the overwhelming red shade of autumn thanks to Dolls, a Japanese movie by Beat Takeshi. A truly beautiful representation of the four seasons in Japan and of love in all its extreme forms in this land of the rising sun.
And I just cant helped falling for it, strong and deep
Red is alluring and mesmerising, with its most poignant yearning disposition when being used to capture the solitude of autumn.
That was my very first impression of a red autumn, which for ever changes my image and definition of this season, shaping in me a very unique attachment and reference for it
Autumn and its unbearably intense lonesomeness
Maybe this season is just the very reason I keep listening to this piece of music
To be able to be confided and to confide in
It is just so right and apt, here and now, to listen to it
as if it is especially made and reserved for this season
a soul mate, a companion for each other... and here my thoughts again collide into this yearning for an absolute soul-mate. I am such a helpless case!
But that is just how I feel about it
Ain't Guns n roses compose it just for autumn? or at least they must really really love this season
After all, it is the very season in my own name
My point is, I am fated with autumn ...lol
